farewell

bismillah...

mudahkan nak kecewakan orang?

but, kalu aq go on,

aq takot aku jadi makin mainkan hati dia..

or actualy aku da rasa hati aku lain?

so, before aq jd lbh parah,

aq pilih nk buat gini??

sebab...

sbb aq da takot sgt nk syg orang?

sbb takot that person beri kesan terlalu dalam?

n suddenly walks away?

hum..

i know..

dorang berbeza..

tapi, there's no guarantee rite??

so i take a step back..

sbb takot, 

takot waiting boleh buat sakit tu makin dalam..

n perhaps,

aq lbh selesa nk syg that person yg dtg as a hubby..

yang straight meet my parents..

yang...

yg aku xyh nk rindu2 org yg nth pape ujung kisah kami..

or mungkin,

luka lama tu masih berdarah..

dan buat aku trauma nk syg org?

n,

in all situation..

mcm dulu jugak,

before anything,

i walk away..

i choose to walk away...

cuma..

mungkin jugak,

mungkin deep in me, sy harap respons aw lain..

sebab dulu sy pernah pesan kan?

tapi,

it's okay..

no big deal..

we are done..

i choose that way..

xpelah kalu nanti mmg aku sendiri pon kot..

sebab im afraid of myself sangat kan..

heheh..

farewell..

bye